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Huh huh huh huh huh huh huh huh
Singkat nafasku mengejarmu
Huh huh huh huh huh huh huh huh
Senantiasa aku terkebelakang
Ketinggalan

Ku kejar dan ku kejar
Yaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!
Engkau hanya di depan mata
Sesaat mata mengerdip
Lalu kau hilang
Tinggal kesanmu, mengherdik

280509 1640 Subway KJ

We congregate,
We waited,
And we stared
Silently into the abyss.

Screams of painful laughter
Emanating and filling
Each nooks of void,
Keeping us company.

We congregate,
We waited,
And we stared,
And we fell silently.

280509 1610 SubwayKJ

She moves freely,
With the gait of a dancer.
Working the stage,
Mesmerizing crowd that comes hither.

She draws applause,
Silent as they may be.
From appreciative eyes,
That longs for time to stay, in her glee.

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY!

Well, i know it's been so long since i last wrote anything on this blog of mine, but i'm just a tad bit occupied(yeah, keep telling urself that)... so since today is my 24th birthday, i thought i should write something just for the sake of it... got a couple of new poems that i will try to upload here when i actually managed to talk myself into it... and btw, as i'm not taking short semester, i'm now working part-time at Subway, Kelana Jaya... Been a month already since i started working... I love the place, the staffs are all friendly and in no time at all makes me feel at home... eventhough the work is tedious and not to mention tiring, but it is nonetheless exciting... yeah, yeah, yeah, what's so exciting about working at a fast-food chain... well, i guess the learning of new stuff and meeting different people and communicating with them had really broaden my horizon even if not by much... and i would say, an experience (no matter what they may be) will always help you grow as a person... the thing i love best about the place, is being able to write and say the word breast(turkey breast btw) without raising an eyebrow and saying the word six inches over and over again... i did catch a few customers' doing a double take tho'... LOL!
So, a very happy 24th birthday to me... and i can't wait to see my Nour el-Qalby... Miss u so much sayang!

Kempen topeng suara

Kempen kemanusiaan berbaur darah
Disampaikan silinder silinder besi
Menembusi, memecah dinding kerohanian
Bak bunga sakura gugur ke bumi
Lantas di injak

Topeng-topeng shayaathin
Muncul disana sini, mengomel, menghukum
Tetapi dimanakah resolusi, dimanakah kesudahan?
Kempen kemanusiaan berlangsung penuh gah
Terus menghimpit, menjarah

Tiba-tiba suara mula kedengaran
Di mana tinggal suara ini dahulu?
Tiada kempen, tiada tindakan?
Lumrah duniawi yang memedihkan nurani
Diikut pedih, diendah perih

Syabas kempen!
Syabas topeng-topeng!
Syabas suara!
Kerna membuktikan kamu itu manusia!

She...

She paced the walkways and corridors of the sickness and cure
A bundle of energy zapping here and there
Asking not for reprieve
Asking not to be relieved
A workhorse personified
It keeps her mind of things, i guess
Things that personally eating her resolve
Things like a daughter settling into life
A son with a streak of self-destruction
Another daughter whose facing her biggest crisis so far
A retired by complication husband's whine that she is too engrossed in works
Loans that are eroding her statement
Bit by bit chewing
Bit by bit grinding
Bit by bit compromising

I guess she found solace at the sickness and cure
The obstacles faced there seems less demeaning
An escapism you might say
A required escapism i would suggest
Knowing personally only a part of her problems
But somehow i think i understand
Somehow i can't put the blame on her
For wanting to run away even for a while is naturally human
As by being human she's loaded with the complications

~to be continued (if ever)~

Rona Lidsa
081008
1945
Farouk E1.2A

"...............!"

Null this void that i feel, please.
On a sweet rainy morning,
Ushering pain in longing,
Reminded of a sensation, a bliss.

Ergo, laden with hope i lie,
Living with memories that sigh.

Quieten by faith i brace
All the stings and thus
Lost a part of me in this impetus.
But i hold, never quitting chase.
Yes, i stand fast for my .............!

SamboMaster - Sekai wa sore wo ai to yobundaze

A trot down memory lane~

Kisah dan Tauladan - A. Halim

Semenjak kita berpandangan
Mata bertemu menggoda kalbu
Hingga menjadi satu impian
Bergelora satu harapan

Puas sudah ku renungi
Wajahmu manis umpama dewi
Kian membara di hatiku
Sama jua di hatimu

Sedikit tidak aku menyangka
Bahwa diriku insan biasa
Tak sempurna dan berharta
Ingin memetik wahaimu bunga

Aku berserah pada tuhan
Agar diriku kau lupakan
Memang sudah jadi suratan
Kisah yang lalu jadi tauladan

You Take the Road No One Travels

You see romantic love as what's most important in life. A deep connection with someone else is the primary thing you crave. You live life at a fairly leisurely pace. You take time to enjoy the sweeter parts of life, even when you're busy. You are all about risk and randomness in your life. You travel off the beaten path... in fact, you're often the one carving the way! You are able to find a fairly healthy balance between work and play. You work when you need to, but you never let yourself burn out. You could have owned an indie bookstore or boutique in another life.

The Road Trip Test

Your Heart Craves Love

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Can Be Deeply Passionate Sometimes

You tend to be a very social person. You live for your friends and family. You can get social burnout occasionally though. You aren't a total extrovert. You have cold feet when it comes to love. You have a lot of uncertainty until you convince yourself to dive right in. You are deeply passionate about several things in your life. You're not passionate about much... and the few passions you have are truly obsessions. Your sense of humor is goofy and silly. You are good at making almost anyone laugh.

The Beach Test

Happy New Year!!

Last night, went to "The Curve" to supposedly celebrating the arrival of the year 2009... went with Dol & Kin & Sandip & Liyana... feeling a bit down as i'm the only person in the gang without my better half... all in all it was ok i guess... had some fun watching the fireworks eventhough one of the casings almost blinded my right eye, thank God i'm actually "rabun", my eye saved by my glasses LOL! Had a blast watching the kids there making a fool out of themselves by dancing like a worm in heat... LOL! After that went to "Rasta" for something to eat.... waited more than two hours to finally getting the food that i ordered... After sending Kin back home, went straight to "Tbun"(a cyber cafe) to wait until 6a.m... Right now writing this entry here at "Tbun" after a game of "DoTA" with Sandip and Dol... Haihz, so very sleepy... So before fell asleep on the keyboard i would like to wish everybody a Happy New Year and may all your resolutions be easy to conquer... And to Hazlin my "Nour el-Qalby", i just wanna say I LOVE YOU with my all... and i'm the very the miss you sayang... Hugs and kisses to you darling...